Originally Posted by
Kostik I find myself quite shocked _ reading what Nastya wrote below. My name is Konstantin and I was born into a Russian family in Smolensk and at the age of 14 i moved with my family to the United Kingdom. I live with my birth(?) mother and step dad. I do, however, still consider myself _ Russian as, of course, it is my native language. I speak it now poorer, especially in written form, but it is still my native language and, honestly(?), speaking never will change. I still, however, find it easier, for example, to count in Russian and to speak in Russian rather than in English, however I am using English more. The weirdest thing for me is the amount of words one loses. For example, a friend may ask me how do you say such an such and I just can't remember that word.
I go to Smolensk normally during christmas and new year(not this year) in March and in summer for 2 months to stay with my grandmother and she sometimes says that some things I say just don't sound naturally to her anymore, this for me is quite annoying because I question myself, why does it not sound natural, if I was a native. So I decided to study _ the language a bit, but I find that I just can't, as everything I already know _ are in the courses, as I obviously grew up there. So my only way to really study it now is by paying more attention. I understand Russian completely, but I don't pay atttention to what I understand, therefore I am not reusing it. Does this make sense? =) haha
So I thought I would leave a message here. I am of course happy to make recordings etc if anybody would like, and help to best i can. Learning of learners of the Russian language!
=)
Kostya