Well you were wandering, so here is your answer:

It's 'wondering'.



You're quite right. Christians are persecuted, and it's horrible. The International Christian Coaltion is hardly the most impartial of sources, though, is it? If you read Amnesty International's literature on a regular basis, you'll see that it's swings and roundabouts, if you understand the idiom: Moslems persecuting Christians baiting Buddhists lynching Hindus marginalising agnostics. Religion is the icky common denominator and yours is no worse than anyone else's, if that helps.