I want to say “last word”, like Peter Blood, before would been hanged by the mad crowd of the fie-lol-оgists.

I had free time to think in the biztrip and some a time to write this text. And still I can’t get, how you all could read Joyce and couldn’t understand me with “fuzzy”?
Joyce all-time using fuzzy meanings to describe such thing like «поток сознания»(cognitive sequences) of his heroes. Just read and see how Stephen thoughts, he never using words in it’s common meanings, he trying get colour, taste, sound, smell from words and using then achieved.
I’m have understanding why our (Russian) children reads Shakespeare, but Joyce is forbidden for them. His books needs the uncommon vocabulary in the head. Too many fuzzy words for child, so many that even would destroy native linguistic links in young brain. But Shakespeare written clear 2B|!2B=? it’s for ordinaries who comes to see his plays to the theater. In that times theater was not for elite as now it is, but for ppl from lower classes with limited vocabulary. My English vocabulary is limited too, as peasant had, but I’m using words in other manner – playing with words like a child, biting and tasting it. Because, haven’t feeling of their logical structure.
Which taste have white? Sweet like а sugar!
Which weight have golden? Heavy as а sin!
White equals sweet. Golden equals heavy. Looks fuzzy?
Who speaks fuzzy(says fuzzy words)? Children(baby-talks), nice smart animals using proto-words(whales, dolphins, ravens, dogs etc), humans, when they speaks in foreign language or have been very deep in context on something, autistic ppl, and more and more and more….
All words have valuable probable meanings, because of empiric learning nature. (как сказал )
Ok, you saying that native speakers can’t understand me, and I’m often was wrong in context meanings.
PE take farmer in Ohayo, professor in Oxford, and Irish poet, all is native English speaking persons, and ask them “Say to us, what means for you “The red roses grow.”?
Farmer says, It’s means Roses, ones getting bigger.
Professor says – the Power of Lancaster’s party getting bigger.
Poet says – the Love getting bigger.
If someone ask me – the Kylie’s nice song.
May you, now find “a rose” in the English\Russian dictionary and get this meanings?
Who says “mew”? I.е. “табурет”. Try to find in Google Russian word meaning “оттабуретить?”, «а табурет?», is answer to menace «отканделябрить?», «а канделябр?». Such fuzzy word meaning is bear and die till one preference game and may never be written, until I doing it in this forum. There are millions cases when “common” words can be used fuzzy when two ppl are deep in context, they even haven’t understanding that speaks fuzzy – they just exchanging thoughts, using temporal sequence of keywords that lead them to the ideas in the brain each other.

We had different experience when learning and using words, but all seems to be right
That’s means, if even natives living inside a one block meets and try to speak first-time to each other, they will speak “fuzzy English” because they are deep in context of their lifestyles. So, any two unfamiliar men always have to check their vocabularies, Dobry says right things. You just can’t force me or all ppl think, say, write “correct” English\Russian just publishing books with rules and study rules in schools. It’s impossible, mother-nature loves empiric learning and don’t let you do it. Somewhere I’ll drop and bump, that’s will teach me. Impossible to freeze the language when it’s lives. It’s such nature law as gravity. Any systems and linguistic ones trying to reach minimal energy status and stay in that stable form until new external force(factor) don’t hits.
Мaybe I’ll can say “probabable” or “вирогадно”(укр.) and get something from that, kinda sarcastic. It’s not wrong, like «fie-lol-ogists» thinks - it’s fuzzy! I do not like udaff.com “padonaks” or kind of modernism in the “prived-medved” pictures. There are just kids, kids always trying to be “different” and using all possible means, often synthetic ones, to do it. Hippies, uppies, panks, mitkis had their stable subculture and slang that makes them closed group in society. This kind of ppl thoughts that their nude @ss will make hedgehog feel fear. Difference between fuzzy words and slang is great, all words may be “fuzzy” for very short-periods, till bullet fly, but subculture slang words is, and stay, very stable in their meaning, i.e. forming new proto-languages, when this ppl getting older, they just adding the slang to the mother-language. But fuzzy words makes nothing new, they just mirror of complex cognitive sequences in our brain, temporal projection of our internal information circuits to the puzzle of the live language structure.

Dobry, I just hope that you know what I mean with my words, and that you do not have feeling of aggression or puffiness in the my dumb but frank speaking manner. Remember, I’m often using “you” as “abstract opposite side” in speech, not your personality, which I’m not familiar but have and show great consideration. If unfamiliar Russians would be more “sweet” to you than I’m, don’t buy it or ask a price.

Sorry, Dobry, I’m and millions other ppl do not “leaning languages” English or Russian ever since leaving school, I trying to say it from my first posts, we are just reads books. English, Russian, technical, fiction, poetic books it doesn't matter. After work we(ordinary ppl) watching (cable, satellite) TV with English channels and who would thought about, we understanding all that says CNN, BBC, Discovery. So I don’t have my English “prepod” now and don’t want her back. It was many years ago in the institute, she was so rude, even for Russian “prepod”, her English was so bad that she said me once that no such word as “kneels” when we learns bodyparts, and I’m was depressed. But I still remember hers beloved refrain “do-did-done-go-going-gone.”
So now I have some kind a coordinate type of bilinguism I my head, and don’t want to be split a parts and to be compound bilingual. Just don’t need it, I’m Russian, and do not want to be a more holy then Papa in Rome, i.e. speaks English like Joyce writes. But most of ppl on this site want to be compound speakers, on my thoughts, you misplacing “fluent” as “identical to native” speaking. It’s seems funny trying to form their new English\Russian personality that will speaks with natives. It’s weird. Most funny thing to see when Russian trying pretends to be English natives and vise versa. We have other lingvoblocks in the brains, and can’t change it after child ages, but we can form new ones, i.e. to build a new “English personality” of us, isn’t it hear like a psycho illness? Don’t try to be Russian, feel free to read all writers that you want, watch movies and other stuff, but stay yourself! It’s is too old to go by the path that follows “adopted” in other country and to change childish(not formed yet) personality. Feel free to speak like Englishman\American on Russian language. That’s I trying to say. Be proud to be American not by citizenship but by the soul too. It’s Russian way to do things. Our patriotism is kinda wild Slavs barbarian, when Romans comes and want to civilize us - we wash their faces. Only our bloody rulers like Vladimir, Peter and other forcing us, with rivers of blood, when pagans was christened, or Peter’s the Great headcuttings, and tones of bones of slaves under SPB makes us to be like you - “Europeans” and be more controlled. We are lazy and don’t want yours’ sophisticated civilization, we have ours’ one, and love and hate it. “А она нам нравится, хоть и не красавица”(с) DDT. So, be proud to stay yourself, and Russians will appreciate such behaves. But all honest ways are heavy to go, who knows how you can read Russian or other literatures and stay pure American, I don’t know the answer….no one knows.
So, if some of your behaviors will be not appreciated by Russians - c'est la vie. And maybe this is the core things that makes nationality or personality, why you or I’m must lose for someone unfamiliar my behavior and be “sweet”? Only silly person wants to be “warm-and-fuzzy” for all ppl, when you should be good to the familiars, and show respect to the other. We can’t control other ppl, but can control our minds and set it to the “good and bad” ones as we wish. That’s all I had to say. See in the deep. Bye, Dobry.

Most fuzziest word is “God”, no one knows it’s real meaning.

PS to “someone” who says that “technical intelligentsia” is oxymoron, I will answer – I’m glad that not a part of such sh!t as any intelligentsia is, but belong to technical intelligence by the army reserve list.

We builds the rockets, it’s flies into Space,
But we are just another with fuzzy face.
We using English rude and fuzzy,
Say thanks a lot to BВC and Muzzy.

<my bottle is already empty>
…hic…
Farewell.