Please translate.

Can someone please help me translate this to english? I would really appreciate it...


Thank you

This is my try:

Very often I remember how we lived together in love and in peace and also regretted that we didn't try to unite a bit stronger. But on the other hand, we will always remember our relationship as a beautiful and good story. I wish you the very best in this life, love and peace.
And very often I remember you and all our acquaintances with pleasure. I honestly miss those years when we tried and lived life together as we wanted.

thank you so much.
can you also please help me with this:

my try:

"I can't believe it. I often was joking and laughing about this fact, but this time it is for real."

Thank you all so much!