Why am I studying Russian?
Long ago, in the 1990's when I was younger, I studied Russian -- because I wanted to marry a Russian woman!
... and I did. And divorced her one year later. We had very different goals in life, and we argued all the time.
Now I am much older. I no longer seek love in Russia. I want to study Russian so I can read Russian literature in the original language.
(And yes, I dream of returning to Russia on a visit some day, to tour the country and meet its people.)
But Russian literature -- I am only now discovering how little I know about it. I know it is much more than just Tolstoy, Gogol, Checkov, Dostoyevsky.
So I am beginning to realize that I need to learn more about Russian literature.
But also, because the literature is influenced by the history, I need to study Russian history also. I know it is much more than just the Revolution of 1917.
So I am beginning to realize that I need to learn more about Russian history as well.
And so, I discover that learning Russian is really only the beginning. I realize how much I don't know about Russian literature and Russian history, how much there is yet to learn.