I cannot afford - and probably cant find any at our local library either, textbooks. I'm stuck with the good graces of you kind people and the internet itself. It doesn't really matter the actual medium through which I learn that bothers me, it my brain. ADD / Attention Deficit Disorder makes it very hard to stay concentrating on the subject matter. I also have Dyslexia which is where your eye reading and brain understanding don't get along. I naturally see numbers and letters in words in the wrong places. I'm sure you have these things in Russia ( almost typed USSR ) but it's hard for me to explain it to those of you who read this as I know a lot of European countries dismiss our "American Diseases" as scapegoats and stupidity. I'm not saying you would think this of me, I just know what I've seen in the past. So, as this is ah hobby of mine, more or less and one I'm pretty serious about doing my best at...it's frustrating when a lot of your letters are LIKE our letters, just backwards. I hope that help explain my situation a little better.