All over this forum I see the name Penquin, and nicholas Brown. I have been looking for it to check it out but can't find it yet. But it must be a good resource? Tell me please what does it have that other educational resources are lacking, that makes it effective such that everyone promotes it so highly. This language is proving to be very difficult for me to learn even with a native speaker to help me, I seem to absorb vocabulary and senteces very easily. and I know what i"m saying. but.. ( And don't laugh) I 'm having trouble understanding the why. The grammer is killing me! I just can't seem to grasp it. So at this point I need all the help I can get my hands on. I shall continue looking for this Nicholas J. Brown and his book of penquins for it seems to be an invaluable tool according to the masses.. Is it a whole series that i"m looking for or it is it broke up into different skill leves? Thax to everyone.